psciEstaggio iii

Estaggio iii has arrived and it appears it may continue without SpBehavioral. I think the time has come, regardless of the coming event di Martedí alle dodici í medio . It took quite an event to bring these thoughts to attention.

...and it's not the two events, meaning the accident and the arrest...
....and no those two aren't related.... ...even though they did occur on the same day.... ....and missing the appointment following day....

viii lunedi mmxxiv


...although drinking is a problem,, that was the driver of the arrest.... : ) corrective measures in progress...
...it is undoubtedly the inflexability following explanation....

TheGivens

...but with theGivens that were given and not enough time to be seen....

...completelyappropriateresponse ~~~~~

this is a grey fluffy kitten with white and black blends. he is cradeled in my hand with a paw sticking out looking up and over off in the distance; looking regal while also in awe. This is Itty; he's a bit of a theme here. This photo we'll refer to as Regal Itty. Terrified Itty, and Itty Star are in the future.
¿........ what would itty do ........?

A Sequence of Events

of last Monday....
From dodging one car but not the other.....
to the emergency room as a false-alarm Tier 1 trauma....
to jail in an unrelated harmless event a mere 10 hours later....
.....where they were very gracious and provided accomodation for the evening.

It was all awesome, amazing really.
Jail could've been cooler....
...like sleeping on a concrete floor after an accident wasn't the coolest...
But....the experience as a whole was beautiful

Wednesday I tell my new therapist on our third session....
she writes a note to my new-ish psychiatrist....
....and now it's a thing....
...understandably so....

-- A Med Change Dilemna --
that I wholeheartedly disagree with
...although this hints of mania : )

So here we are thursday, the following week...
Today should be day 2 of reducing my Wellbutrin from 450mg to 300mg...
with the intent of phasing it out for another antidepressant or an increase in Lamotrigine
....but alas this has yet to occur....

So I have some descions here....
...what would Hamlet do? Reduce o


Psichiatra ~~ Terapueta

Altri Dottori?

iix.Vernedì.ii

The dilemna continues.......but it's coming to a close i believe.
But it's still a thing, which is crazy.
Solution-Based Therapy
6d and Cordoba are out; new lense for 6d: 20-105mm
Haven't connected it yet....had it 4ish days
It's time for a re-direction of thoughts
PHP/MySql

Un Otra Día

Sabadó
non lo so
4-5 chapters behind PHP
possible drop tal vez

Started chapter 4 assignment; supposed to be on ch8;....
Semseter ended days ago : )
Oggi e Lunedí

A Domenica

Haven't worked on anything in 4 weeks.....
Kinda feelin a little motivation...but, not so much....
typo with the spanish romance novel...
Sp domani por pintura peaks

this week...a progression of Sintomi~sítomas

IIX.XVI.MMXXIV

¿a return to?

tal véz

log Will

i think i have adjusted to the 150 drop
 calmer for sure; i like calmer....but dips into depression....

   just noticing the bikers that come into Starbuck's
     these are the ones that don't wave back
           sometimes even shake their heads at me....
                   ~ my judgers of the road ~

tal vez ~ forse ~ kannski

...same format.... ..this is a cite.. This is where it started....
playing with cite, footnote, and what not....
cite is an inline element
this a footnote

~ the first i've kinda worked on projects in over a month ~

Venerdì is appeal day, opcíon

i.0.ix

lotsa typo today
~ bouncing between psci, typo practice, ~
ho fame ~ tengo hambre ~ ég er svangur ~ j'ai faim
today is the day where i missed my mouth
attempting to take a bite of
a banana

a soul patch collision

now it is ii.xvi,,,,,,

This is Itty Star; a bit harder to explain. First it's Itty Regal. But Reagal has been mirrored so now there are two Itty Regals looking off into the distance together, side by side. And the background....well, it's a rufus hummingbird, kinda in a St. Mary type o'pose. White chest showing, orange red irradecent neck to head with wings splayed, frozen wings, no blur, fast camera. Now Rufus and the two Itty's are copied then rotated to 90, 180, and 270 degrees making a cross pattern of ridiculousness. Gotta make coasters out of them for sure

Skateboarding

xxiix.Sabado.viii

~solid session yesterday....
five six good falls; all sliders though;
frontside tailslide attempts
nose-blunt disaster attemps
blunt pivot tail ninja
bigger ollies; faster

Oggi

~frontside tailslide
~noseblunt disaster
~frontside 5-o
blunt backside d consistent
blunt backside

....this is what i've done today...

Lunedì

StellaSoldi....ninish
need to change the pattern; section pattern

Lunedì

StellaSoldi....ninish
need to change the pattern; section pattern

xxii

lavoro oggi 2 o 3 giovedi
domani psi
¿Nomatic purchase?

xxiii día di psci

friday...psci ~ terpueta
scone, mystery sugar thing, decaf cappucco
no lo so so lo no se no no se tal vez forse kannski kannski
skateboarding today ~ tornato a ojai ~ camera bag day

This is Itty Terrified. Expression as if a hawk is just moments away from snatching him up.  Wide eyed looking up and left with mouth open as if gasping. Just the face with a black background...it's adorable. I have skeleton fish pictures from an aquarium that i pair with Itty Terrified so it appears that Itty is is looking at the skeletons terrified. I call those Itty's Nightmare. Oh, one of the skeletons is an eel looking straight ahead with it's body frozen in oscillation as if it swimming right at you. It's pretty cool; scary for sure. There's also one with the eel in the center  with the other fish (oh, pretty sure the other fish is a piranha, so it's pretty teethy) mirrored those two about the eel. Symmetrically pleasing composition. Anyhooooo

xxiv

new deck skateboard day
~ crisp and sticky ~
blunt backside d
just put in itty terrified, gonna type some stuff to fill this skinny column;
At stellSoldi kinda working, not really, but kinda.....this is the psci page so there's that...
love the itty pictures; they are theme-like; like brotherBrian and i laughing inside a Polaroid
should i embed those are stick with the itty theme; perhaps un otra pagina de web themed 'brothers'
This is quite a spacce to fill. getting close to departure....

6d is out, 50mm, 24-105mm, camera bag ordered:

ho bisogno di

ég myndi vilja

8-15mm ochiali di pesce
11-14mm grandangolo
speedlight
¿passport ~ passoporto ~ pasaporte ~ vegabréf attempting to set up template for phones ~ @media
it's the flex boxes. Do i have to do wach one or can i target all of them?
One column lay out for mobile
forgot what i was doing....much tiempo

~ ég myndi vilja ~ mi piacerebbe ~ me gustaría

aahhhh....it was wanting to switch need with would like
i think it's time for skateboarding....it is xxii:xv
¿put new deck on at office or park?
penso oficina
aahhhhh.....it was fotos transfer lightroom flag virtual_copies
almost done actually, but definitely want to be dome. Probably ann hour so for

¿is the column full?

Ojai Pub

beer
madeWestPale;

Skate Intermision

~thinking of why the h2 is not in p; gold border....
beer two time....
homework....i should do that...
∆ didn't do it; drank four beers though : ) ∆
∆ just a few tipsy runs.... ∆

XXVI

thinking about the semester off....get back to art for a bit;
more fotos for sure.....two days....
cows and donkeys ~ trailed surfboard fins ~ red tailed hawk
red tailed fotos now....
not sharp, but they shoud be....need to fix that
spent some time downloading firmware....need cable
computer restart & re-setup
a little bit of lavoro; sent message to both potential numbers

some Tricks

blunt backside d smith
frontside smith grinds
ollie out of bowl over four foot cone; solid
fakie pivot to tail
noseblunt issa alluding
perhaps today; or maybe no skate day monday

roba

the earth sneezes in flowers.....

piu roba

~an ant always falls over on it's right side when intoxicated~

DyerDone

....and moving on....

four days work painting peak; giovedi through domenica
~ saving for 11-22mm €2.000
tornato a MiraMonte oggi
labor day no bus saticoy to spPark backside smith shifty sp toumbstone

AlliPsci oggi ~~ dieci minuti

Día de Nomatic

Día del Logregla

Domani

oggi~~
drop fall'24

bouldash at 12 .... Sabado
5.5 ~ 5.7 ~ 5.9 ~ 5.9 ~ 5.10a

un otra dia

Sp stellCervo
back to school? Ubuntu ~ PHP ¿chapter per dia?

Carpinteria

¿un otra inizia?

stellaCervo ~ PHP díadue

ho bisogno di tornato a routiné
quince minuti di typo
psci iscrizione entrada færslu
tarea aprender imparare læra

Typo

figyre 8-1 summarizes the use of the equility and identiuty operators in cinditional expressions. Gaor Example uou want to test whether a numerix cariable contains a certain number, the equalaa operator workd just fine. Whjem the tests are more complex, howver. unexpected results may whem you use the equality operators.
equivalent to FALSE: NULLm 0, 0.0, '0', an empty string, and an empty array

It's the same.....two sleep days since; coding focus distraction

new dr z....miercoles ~ dos y media

Timeline through photos

nov25-28 2019 the beginning of the down
~ 2 years 5 months ~
April 14, 2022 @ 12:31am -- first piano // emergence of 7d 4.23.24

YearOne 4.14.22

4.26 weight back to 155
May the chaos starts
5.22 grande setup....gold coast
5.27 148.2lbs
6.29 clusters
7.19 BodegaBay.....8.10.Sp
9.18 father table stain
10.10ish Paulina start
11.2 Centurian
12.7 StudioLoft
1.27.23 StudioLoftNoPower
2.20 Mc8th
3.4 Spot 1
4.14.23 YearOne

YearTwo 4.14.23

5.21 Schwinn Italia Tempo
8.1 blunt-backside-d-smith
8.6 TheBrownRagnar
12.23 Spot2
1.beginning.24 Spot2b build
1.25 LynnCocina
2.21 FullSlide
2.23 Casitas
3.15 Spot3
4.5 LynnCeiling
4.13 itty star

Year 3 ~ IttyStar lizard

7.8 accidente
7.20ish dropped dose
7.25ish feeling the drop
Three fucking months
10.24 A return to 450mg dose
10.28 feeling the return
10.30 psych and iq test
12.17 back to where i was; 10 days back to 80mg fluoxitine
12.24 Fresno Virgil Mission
12.26 Zvereva walk out
 i.i.mmxxv
1.1 Oficina di stellaCervo ~ skrifstofu ~ uffucio
1.3 Yuleni
1.23 Zvereva

palabras

jyst typing to see how to take in the whatever
Zvereva...Uzhhorod
no anti depressants, only for acute depression....
it appears lithium is in my future

A return to the dose

x.xxvii.mmxxiv

450mg Welbutrin.....day iv
Already returning to production
getting up earlier
need to stop with the coffee....
PHP done...Ubuntu Linux ch6 183
over-x done; foundation trench close
two weeks framing....tal vez
need a night activity

x.iixx

Día Dag Giorno cinque

i miss marijuana~mi manchi ti
alcohol; kinda
about 5 weeks
So,,,,my suggestion from the beginning; ignored
three months....
a little perturbed....lost 15 years already....
third attempt at Ubuntu install
sleep last night was awake-sleep-awake-sleep-awake....seems mostly awake...super sleepy
still coffee today; was going to start today, but, you know....forse domani
need to; wellbutrin and the caffeine is a bit much
i need a foto in this area....itty or? perhaps wise reflection/ or cervo_hill;

¿How do i explain the mood change of Fall?
thoughts go to elementary school
quiet
detached
to sp: psychological & IQ test
¿is tomorrow the day that i'm thrown into a mental hospital for the mentally challenged?

Un otra dia
test day; last wednesday

A Dip

two weeks....a passing of wellbutrin and flouxetine
perhaps...450 up and 40 down
The end of santa paula therapy, solo pscychiatry

day3 fluoxetine 60mg.....better

...un pequito mas...

need to focus on one project....pajaro

a return to productivity

Tornato

swith to 5 am schedule; set with all nighter day before yesterday

tres Sierras ayer noche....first in twoish months

Cassa sull'Albero

Karabatos


three consecutive
next day no....

AirPizza @ TheCarWash...xi.xviii.mmxxiv

trabajando ahorra; birra esta noche?, problebemente no...
lavori e siete

Casa sull'Alberro di Casitas

going to create a

trjáhús di MiraMonte

Primo: 3 2x6x20'
have three strings/limbs outlining main structure
triangle configuration
six level-lines to contemplate this dominica...

Lunes....quiero fumar...
¿JavaScript day?

aDip  xi.xxiii

slightly...not pre-dose-increase

xii.vii

a tornato di weed and alcohol

week two probably....need to check

way better, need to get the last bit.



Math.round guess number
fibonacci
in gioca

just saw my first over the shoulder phone holder....
like a handbag type of thing, except it's a phonecase;
and even that is more of a pendant in a neckless type of thing....
so you can see the whole phone.
i guess really it's more of a phone case with a long strap....
50's lady with a tan peaCoat type o thing.
maybe 60's....
probably 60's

Dailies

up to 80mg....day three tal vez
descent today; perhaps
no finasteride last two.ish weeks; today shall interupt
mood --- baseline; what should baseline be
iv?
what's healthy base vs desired base?
is there a difference...i think absolutely yes
healthy vs unhealthy. Health is not the only thing....
Ten Year plan
no therapy past ywo and a half weeks or so...
one more time in the current form....
next Rawls....
want to see a psychologist....make appt.

itty cradle

nessxt oggi day
StampaGrande transfer....
Santa Paula Inn -> Pájaro
StellaCervo brighter model
1% battery
but there's one percent; so this continues
maybe one of the clock to spot day;
six level line
ayer noche 10 level line.....woooof
tal vez Yuleni at 4, but problabamente no; es tarde

charging nowl.....
are our our are are our are goals igual

¿isitwhatisit?

mood maybe 7...seven is a pretty good spot;
physical 6-7
zvereva.26th

couple days later.....perhaps an 8;
a lot of progress with MasCasa site;
mission to fresno domani
guitar is out

x.eve Fresno mission

zvereva xii.xxvi.mmxxiv

ChangeOfState

the eve of the new years
with MammiaMia in the middle
so.....last was the eve of jesus day....
following the following was Zvereva....

A Decrease in Dosage
...at three a day now...

...so alcohol...
in some forms absolutely so....
probably not...

i believe so

productivity is back;
...but work is perhaps more creative;
...more present...mindfulness the mental health calls it...
not that light is less; the main message is there...
....marijuana. the great assister

         AfternoonSpray

noticing the light tremor from the welbutrin....450mg;
to glare at the scales, as they don't say
words of seizures with no quantitaves
three leads to trouble; unarguably so
but i'm definitely loving the three right now
leaving early to enjoy the sun;

think -- stretches -- ideas -- process --

MammaMia cigar

Non lo So

perhaps a back and forth conversatioin
in the middle....mi piaci questa idea
the following was a solo day....
not to happy with the drinking and the weed.....

...i say no and go...

...MadeWest the past few rounds....
¿is it a tool?
¿¿is it sustainable??
¿¿¿but is there enough positives???

so here we are; an experiment in search

       of the level

albeit slow partially to influence of Marijuana
even motivation...a lot of positives with the juana....
buddhism light by any other name....

Presence
           DoubleGreat
it's weighing time;
bit of a turn
a little manic-y perhaps; but no
this good, this bad;
more sustainable
.going back to two tallies would be healthier

7.20 450 to 300

7.25 feelTheBeginningOfTheDrop ||

10.9 zvereva / 10.10 sober

10.24 tornato a 450 ~ feeling the return

11.20ish inizia drinking

11.27 zvereva weed release

12.7 60mg to 80....the full dose ||

12.17 back where i started......Relief ||

12.26 zvereva 300 & 60 walkOut

1.1 oggi; the future-weed and three

1.3 Yuleni

newDay_1.4

the Seizure risk....
0.4% for 300-450mg range
Alcohol increases that percentage;
have yet to get a number on that....
read the Prescribing Information
just says increases the risk; no quantity
alcohol and seizure definitaly emphasized

I have a theory...

someone died at a high dose with alcohol;
not enough evidence to declare a probability;
blanket it with "increases chances" & 'should not'; legally covered...
....but how much potential profit is lossed...
the demographic of buproprionites who like the booze;
...seeing as anti-depressants are for depressed people
and surely a significant portion of depresses people drink
...quick 'one-answer-search' claims one-third
definitely significant
significant_portion == significant_profits
...significant enough to weigh against lawsuits....
but definitely weakens the 'blanket' argument and supports seizure severity
there's too much loss at that percentage...


fasier fotos for digital picture frame

saint-tattoo

The week before the job.....maybe

monday 1.6
DrAnaLevin domani
TheThree continues....
the initial lift might be settling, if so..... what's the real level, after settling;
the benefit:cost needs to be considered

unfixable flat, Colorado David TheSamePerson
lake to stellaCervo in the tundra....
perfect timing


first-floor lumber order oggi......Hagle

Lumber

delivered yeterday i.x
framing start next thursday
tal vez
could be cool
could end in a burst of flames;
all bridges a lit...

no chanage in consumption
school starts monday.....maybe
UNIX/Linux.....
we'll see...
17.yuleni ----------- 23.zvereva

in otra dia...dominca...
two beers ayer noche
going to work longer today;
less drinking time

project for the day.... psci mood database
from localhost to pscio.io
now is xi:ixx ~~ i.xii.mmxxv

Psci database

 psci database

hpanel

back from a two day spot stay..... wednesday now; [postpone lavoro?] mi piace questa idea.... estimates for hardware sent/should have been days ago...

¿Qué Sigue?

Cambio

Il Inizia di Lavoro


            giovidi ~ vernedi ~ sabado
                day three ~ long walls done.ish

                first day bucks 
            hardware order day 

              psci ~ pajaro _ MasCasa
              project tiimeline foti
      is this all the way left?

            nope
                yep with align left
         

placed hardware whiteCap
santa paula day
framing tomorrow....installing hardi_frames
maybe a new font today

so this is 'iceland-regular'
ssd post-liquid test....

sankofa-display-regular
issa interesting jes?

buthcherman-regular this one is interesting for sure
MasCasa

sue-allen-francisco-regular
phiOro

phiOro

Fin di ~~Zvereva ~~ tal vez forse

....and it ends......

didn't walk out this time ...pretty good pretty good...

although i got kicked out

so there's that

phiOro

placed hardware whiteCap
santa paula day
framing tomorrow....installing hardi_frames
maybe a new font today

so this is 'iceland-regular'
ssd post-liquid test....

sankofa-display-regular
issa interesting jes?

buthcherman-regular this one is interesting for sure
MasCasa

sue-allen-francisco-regular
phiOro

solitude dunes

¿Allora?

windows day 5 i think...
half day rain ojai prep for rain day sunday
the release of mac1 to father photo scan transfer software old-person-ready
oggi i.xxv
ho bisogno di....
progress foti per pájaro
blur documents

i.xxvi domenica vi:vl

ojai stellaCervo
ride during rain intermission; kinda
father mac1 setup

another div
Glen Tavern Inn 307

what am i doing? ho dementecato....
307 16 2 21 AFC TRhe Tavern o' Glen

Ojai ~ 5 day weekend then forklift and beams ~ Linux/Unix homework ~ nuvo camera bag order

i.xxx.mmxxv || xi:xxvi

ProTactic BP 450 AW III placed i.xxxi delivery
second purchse towards equipment
1st being 15-85 for 6d
WhiteCap & Hagle orders placed
next pscichiatrist
left messages with two, one no voicemail

Mendiola ~ Parks ~ November

Parks out; non CoastO'Gold
Mendiola seems to be a good spot
message AlliRawls

sunrise concrete plant

ist @Spot Ojai Entry

one MadeWest Pale Tall ~ full second iii:vl

Hawaiian Fanta ~ Key Lime Jack ~ Elemental Burger

~ that took awhile

new psychiatrist
jsut received the Psychiatry & Associates call
entry form in the email
let's check....
jes
spot setup sunset

i.xxxi

intake form for Psci&Associates
hannah entry one
xxi:ish now....
ho bisogno di lavaro Unix/Linux
¿what would hannah's font be?

MiraMonte -> Ojai
print ~ sign ~ fax

Hannah i.xxxi

Don't let what happened yesterday effect how you live today.
It is called the "past" for a reason.

Live in and enjoy the now, that is why it is called the "present".

field on fire with tractor

Islenka Tímalína

job time two months.ish.....AprilFool's tal vez kannski forse

¬˚∆ 1520

TheSetUp

1520
item cost status
24-105mm walk lens ¢1299 in the family
Lowepro ProTactic BP 450 AW III ¢346 family the in
Canon EF 11-24mm f/4L USM Len $1,919.95 coming soon....next | iii.vii attached to 6dII
Canon EF 8-15mm f/4L Fisheye USM Ultra-Wide Zoom Lens $1,044.95 post 11-24mm; tal vez -- ordered iii.xxii
PeakDesign carbonTravelTripodFiber ¢599.95 *not¢600 after fishEye
flash system ¢500.ish a bit later
intervalometer ¢54 sometime soon..in cart
100-400mm ¢1600 refurbished / 2400 new kannski refurbished hoy

vestiti

66° North
item cost status
Keilir Paclite jacket ¢373 ordered ii.i | among us
Keillir Paclite pants ¢250 ordered iii.vi
Hornstrandir [Hawdn-strahn-dir] Shell Jacket Pro ¢775 kannski in Islenka
Hornstrandir GORE-TEX® PRO® Technical Shell Pants (Unisex) ¢575 possibile iceland
Polartec® Power Stretch® Pro™ tights (Unisex) ¢140 ¿next vestiti?
Polartec® Power Stretch ® Pro zipneck ¢165 ¿next vestiti?
Vik Polartec® Power Stretch® Pro™ tights 140 soon
Windproof GORE-TEX INFINIUM™ knit cap ¢55 posibile
Polartec® Thermal Pro® fleece jacket ¢330 most versatile mid-layer
Snæfell GORE-TEX INFINIUM™ stretch gloves ¢85 perhaps....
Jökla [Yuh-clah] Arctic profesional down parka ¢1250 probablamente islenka

otras cosas

item cost status
¡passport! ¢250.ish trying -- filed iii.xi.mmxxv
4tb SanDisk ssd ¢292 in cart.. -- ordered iii.xiv. -- conmigo
Photography insurance ¢2xx something covered
lazer beam water bottle ¢89 in boku locker

Pájaro Timeline

( : ~ fine di Aprile ist ~ : )

field on fire with tractor

47

camera bag day
47 day
i believe 47 is going to be one of vast growth
fasier has arrived con mochila

Black Sabbath

July 5th

Birmingham England @ Villa Park

feb 13 presale starts

ii.iv ~ 305 o' GleTavern

2 good good hazy;\s;; enzioS bar?
just thoughts and ideas
inizia piso
rain ~ lluvia ~ otra idiomas
bar
good day
didn't make any mistakes today that i'm aware of
two issues preocuupado resolved
pajaro is looking good.....i might actually make it through
that would be something...
something else i say

¿to the bar o store?

in the short shorts -- grey
pink shirt
into a dress nice restaraunt
but it's at a hotel that's a Tavern
a pretty rad one
all is well....
here we go....mi piacerebbe piu birra

weeeking vibes at enzo's
solo uno
to the park market....for due piu
2 talls ~ un pint ~ ¿ 2 talls?
andiamo...

ii.iv con lluvia

sp starbuck's
no work rain day
Tavern day drain day....
Tavern say super bowl day Sabado
rigning raining
má ég fá mér bjór takk ~ may i have a beer please....
vinsamlegast má ég fá mér bjór?

Tavern dos GoodGood; currently the beginning of the third

the rain is a raining.....
foti con 6dII.....bag and lens 1 in possession
1st 66 shell
un pequito enstalabre
¿what's going on in the publico?
ozzi is on the mind for sure
forst tornato a AlliPsci ~ partially a la llluvia povere rigning


Black Sabbath

hmmmmmmm.....

creo que so

what if

Sabado

recoup friday....
sat going back to it....kinda
a littly hazy

mamma mia play mamma mia play mamma mia play mamma mia play

ii.xx ~ first 4:15 day

SpSb six in the am start
five fifteen would be good
two hours of computer work pre construction work o' seven und half horas
stuck on a css id; simple; can't see it; but, if i move on i will.....
¿about an hour.....what do i want to accomplish?

routine

Stairs day at work; day two.....
this computer work before work is going to br fantastic
healthy for sure;
progessing indeed
thinking of the practice sites
speed layouts....capture the theme
DomiNicholas ~ Summer ~ Alex ~ Giorgiee(both if them)

kitten and humingbird kitten and humingbird kitten and humingbird kitten and humingbird kitten and humingbird

un otra dia

day two....four thirty - six
hour and a half spot to officina

ayer....hour and a half of attempted pajaro site
reverted back to back-up iv....
it happens; did learn sonmething though so there's siempre that

aaallllooorrraa

saturday computer day -- 5:45ish
today's attempt with pajaro succsessful
cleaned up home page; removed list and what not...
third day of feeling good; really close to ideal
sent fratelloBrian his 500; that feels nice...thanks brotherBrian
it's getting close to gear attainment; that's exciting....progress
long awaited,,,,

domenica ojai

slkated yesterday for the first time in sixish months
it was awesome
going back to sp today
i think
unless i do the passport monday morning
or...
take wednesday....new psci und AlliPsci
mi piace questa idea
stay at glentaverninn tuesday de la notte
desayuno con fasier
perhaps father drive
cordoba's with me; new tuners & strings

oggi

Tornato a lavoro

assemble stairs....
six o five in the am
questa mañana
pájaro
¿pagina di casa?

ii-xxvi

six at spOficina
today is new psychiatrist day
and AlliPsci
and passport....months and months in the waiting
very impersonal tone : )
exciting day for sure; big things
there was the three/four days that were near ideal happiness
followed by a little dip; of three/four days now;
just feels like a touch of loss of excitement though;
pretty ideal in all

Silvio /rodriguez ~ Óleo de Mujer con Sombrero

hgjfdksl

another div....

Día di lyftara ~ máquina elevadora ~ carrello elevatore

day of the lift o' forks

mood 7.4
psci database ~ psci needs functionality
that begins with the database...
ahhhhhhh....databases.....
just the connection part; well not just but the most
the thing that's so frustrating is i know it's incredibly easy once i do it; see it;
but ahhhhhhhhh.... i don't want to search for answers
but not having live database skills is holding my development back;
this is what i'll work on this morning; horita is vi:xlv (that looks weird)
about a half an hour....let's see how this goes

iii.iii.mmxxv

Space Dementia

fixed patio 2x12 beam location....un otra mistök ~ errore ~ error
still economical though
.....so there's that
would like to stop making mistakes though
perhaps it is in my nature;
there is value to mistakes

the third at five SpOffice
lunedí the pay cycle that might add 10-22mm to the equipment
this would be amazing....i should prioritize this
going to work tuesday; check at the end; day to clear; spend all of it : );

transferring 24-105mm folder
~ the nestled crescent moon
~ ~ girl on bike
~ ~ ~ snowy egret blurry sequence
~ ~ ~ ~ panasonic to le tour fotos
~ ~ ~ psycho doll
~ ~ grazy cows
~ Cordoba in disrepair (may or may not be a word);

foto section for sure;
words up top, small thumbnail foto for each one
.addEventListener("hover", fun() {make picture bigger prease}
;)

versions onhover; like a tree; tiles of sort on bottom; lighthouse

¿foto section or div?

transferring 24-105mm folder
~ the nestled crescent moon
~ ~ girl on bike
~ ~ ~ snowy egret blurry sequence
~ ~ ~ ~ panasonic to le tour fotos
~ ~ ~ psycho doll
~ ~ grazy cows
~ Cordoba in disrepair (may or may not be a word);

iii.v

¿equipment day?

3150
that's something
a good step forward, closer closer;
realized ayer that old dose was prescribed with newPsci;
fono llamars hoy (perfecto espanolo)

A list of awesome stuff

11-22mm is a posibilty today
starbucks santa paula
almeurzo con fasier today; kannski? forse? perhaps maybe probably
¢3.515,32
whoa

11-24mm in the way....
whoa

along with airTag, remote shutter ~ red saddle ~ red bar tape ~ 4tb ssd ~ usb-c -> sd ~
equipment insurance
propellor hat ~
~ and a tattoo gun ~

nightime

it's nightimte; glenntavernin.iii0vii = 'room'
post therapy....little me;
compassion towards me; yes
perhaps too much to where blame is placed elsewhere

? can not understand how it is not understood ¿to the highest oda

one of the coolest memories is sense of humor crossing over to another language
making another laugh with a jike you made in their language
amazing feelong... one if hte coolest
expalined not-so-greatly
to no enough of a foreign language to where your sense of humor starts to come across
that's pure beaty right there

¿another mind haze?
absolutely....
3
yakuzi
jes
treehouse
pong
forth&back
it goes

post order

¿work day?

creo que so

another entry

iii.viii

once is in the crew
KellirPaclite in processing; hopefully prior RainWednesday;
today is fritag
trying phiOro with a regular O and an I or l positioned:relatively;

iii-ix

started sheating the floor yesterday; a good enough start in context i suppose
probably work on the stairs today; be cool to finish those
progress is good on the build
would be a lot more progessy if i didn't have to everything twice
but again context, pretty amazing really

a little hungover from TheThree
a cortado & midnight....caffiene; how do you spell caffiene/caffeine; looks weird
what do you call a cow that has had all of her calfs (or ¿calves?)
decaffinated
that's three caffeines, now four, but one duplicate, so really just three
checking......
caffeine it is

iii.xxi

Passport filed

passporta filed did i say
appointment was yesterday, wednesday's appointment received a text reminder
it's tuesday
two appointments; went when i had noned...but it worked wonderfly
spell check not enabled

half day, floor half, rest of plywood all;
more iJoists maybe
waterproof shoes: vessi

iii.xii

GlennTavern day - ccciv
the white charger guy is at my window spot
currently we're sitting perpendicularlly next to each other;
rest is empty;
a funny thing that happens in this realm....
as the fluncuation of people go through sometimes you find yourself sitting next to the only other person in here;
the ofiice workers
an awquard configuration

what to work on today....
tarea would be prudent
Ubuntu
need to get Ubuntu running
downloading Ubuntu-24.04.2 LTS....three or so agains
to run with VirtualBox
currently nine hours....for 5.9gb...not exactly c
1.20 down - 2.54 up
this is a mission for theTavern
a dopo tarea

...later thet evening...

cccvii indietro
whatever that means
two level lines and approaching 2 hazyLittleThings
would love to play drums
in these moments; the begining of intoxication....
the right mind for such things
focus
focusFish
Creep cover proper red chair theatre

uno palabra
no dice nada
yall mismo tiempo
lo escande todo

qualsiasi

The14th

rain day; or morning, perhaps another hour, but work rain day nonetheless
what to work on today
once agian, tarea would be prudently prudent
strange word prudent is
Creep Sam Tinnesz and Club Danger
shirley 100 plays by now

downloading Ubuntu......again
this time in Safari; last two attempts in Chrome,
partial denture downloads
googled the error code
haven't done any layout in the last three sections;
it has outgrown the viewport....
need a foto of some sort....
Ubuntu 2hrs39mns

white wood cross that reads Junior to mark a memorial with a dark moody background of clouds; black and white but more dark blue and white....dark dark blue. Thos is a crop of the larger image that also contains a large bird cage looking thing with a little jesus and candles; or maybe it's Saint Marie; one second..... i think it is but she has prayer hands instead of open palms at the side; as if to say i have magical powers

A new division

nothing meaningful; just a new \< section \>
¿is it not possible to escape a greater\lesser-than symbol?
it's < >
< & lt; gt; >
<section>

the full version with jailed St Mary
there
is
a
hidden
message
here
in
the
divs
!

non lo so

iii.xviii

been in the sixes or so last week
need to set up database to make psci interactive
perhaps this mornings task
¿increase Lamictal?
Io sono curiosa ~ forvittin
three weeks till ChelseaPsci
first day since time change early computer work pre work
i believe this to be a healthy habit to establish
tired, coffee day
it has becone dawn
5° morning; kellir is killer
haaaaauuuhhhh....database setup; so simple yet so complicated
i have two hours; i'll make some progress, but connection....
php myAdmin; php index file; php database variable; NetBeans
at this pont in time i would much rather stick with JavaScript
back-end javascript; although i haven't learned the code so it could very well be a nightmare
sooo.....
databases are holding me back....uhhhhaaauuuu
opening NetBeans....

psci day wednesday

just spent about 40 minutes doing zoom-4x:hover
with no success; copy/paste even....
stoner

MasCasa resolution
MasCasa load times
more javaScript; less html/css; or at least more JavaScript; ¿one thing a day?
although i just spent forty minutes on css....
so today might not be that day
but tal vez; kannski goica

codeLineReference.addEventListener(event, function(){})) day
to ¡Gioca


Soooo.....it turns out that i changed over main.psci.css with psci.css....
this was the MammaMia proble
the zoom
why the jump-link isn't cssing
at least an hour; finallly checked the link to stylesheet
alas

Ochiali di Pesce

iii.xxi

no work day friday - monday
The First floor framing & secondFloorFloor
milestone for sure....perfect intermission
lumber load tuesday....
cleared yesterday so fnds for FishEye are available....
today i order
starbucks ojai hogh break....
Io ho tornato
is it you that he was for on
(1363 lens bottle glasses) * 1.0725 === 1461.82;
leafes me 600ish
¿to where deliver?
i would like it to be Ojai....MiraMonte
MeinersOaks....píu tiempo
second fasier scan....
in LightRoom....
crazy photos
Happy 3rd Birthday! emoptions will surface
haven't looked at them yet; a quick scan of sorts
473 photos of baby, youth, teenager, and a few years into twenties
Yota and i moving out first time, mattress in back looking over left goodbye shoulder
mom early photos
thinking about it makes me sad and I'm a bit hestitant to bring that in
i feel so sorry for my mom
my dad, then the sickness
I want to remember her young and vibrant
sick photos i quickly look away; it's sad
i've swithched to anger a little bit
perhaps this is part of my inner anger; kannski
might kansnki.io today
s
u
p
p
r
e
s
s

kannski.io is in possesion


transfering thePhone fotos
into phiOro; not the site, the drive;
screenshot in html....

purple background with kannsky as a title. the bear structure of the site
purple background with kannsky as a title. the bear structure of the site with chromeDev

to the ojai park
Bicycles o' Ojai
in reverse order....
but before those there has to be a spot mission to get the board
will i

day ii o o'jai

¿occhiali di pesce day?
¿where am i going to ship this thing?

glasses and lazer beam water bottle in locker today...sometime;
skating after starbucks, 7 in the am ¿till? geo-regular
i like this font; me gustaria este fonto; mi piacerebbe questa fonta;
mér líkar þetta letur

barriecito-regular
that't what this is;
a cito of barrie;

lovers-quarrel-regular
did a blunt backside-d smith at o'jai little hip ayer

día of uno

back to 0'jai
spot is good; a touch moldy; but there's hawai'i ordered lazer beam bottle blunt backside disaster smith
kannski.io

día of due

starbu a la seven
new section vacanza
¿layout page a day?
lazer beam water bottle pickup day
just ordered fishEye

día of drei

...to be seen
seen
skating was good; go fast....
need more grinds...
i need my grinds, slides and ollies to go faster.
focus
focus
focus
FocusFish
lost my focus thinking about focusing

día of fjögur

....to be dtermined....

determined be....
57 synonyms for container....
it shall be Vessel 26 minutes to o'jai -> Ventura bus
meet fasier with FishEye in ventura
Whoa
¿Almuerzamos a la el Collection?
cute girl at almuerzo;
three beers at spSpot; dos a vestingahaus
buon día

a continued dip

iii.xxx

it's been a few days.....working; haven't been up for the early computer hours

¿a dip continued?

iv.vi

...the ending of one?

first stage of upper floors done.ish
lift tuesday
another week of flatness; today is better
April 6th:Emergence Day
fitting that would be;
date check.....
Ha!!! It's April 14th!
i suppose it's Emergence Week
which is much more befitting.....
javaScript gioca....perhaps ~how high how fast~...

con booze

as if to toos is two many to's
they're
as if to toos is two many two's if as
as if if as
asiffas

tall can number to

¿two what?

theManicGraph & theDepressedGraph

píu mota

hmmmmmm.....

the third is comin'.....
...¿go down to the water?
jes.....vigo weego andiamo vamos
¿tal vez fish eye shot aquí?


----too be determined.....

....mas tarde....

dot at the river yet though....
still same session
u ']x; ;screen clean und keyboard wipe;
hello
'he say howdy i say hi' Beastie
Paul's Boutique; solid
thank you

it is indeed later this evening
perhaps a nightly entry....
a differnet state foir sure....
three cans'o tall und a bounty of the favorite
one without the other?
no backsp;ave when dringking?
an interesting thought;....that comes to yes....
a different thing...

so another p[aragraph to continue this htought....
]

¿what's the goal?

drAnaLevin toimorrow at eight in the am...
could very well be a goodbye....
which is a sad thought, but a goos thought as well in context.....
this is lft off time...
not the right phrase but jes...
mi eastern neal is cansado....
must stand

¿a moring afternoon evening entry?

the Next Day

and a p tag we go......
it has become section h1 div h1 p /
whatER EVER THAT means...
qualsiasi....
br
br

stood walls today; went well
itsa a good day, a milestone o' sorts
que cosa stai faciendo
smeetire di lecarrare mi
hmmm
just typing......
tree fell over last night; no- this morning
thought it was rain at first...
of the big drops variety...stormy
even had the same cadence of such an event

then the Tree rolled

a little scoot-shuffle.¿huh?.moment
then a whoa, that was something
4 pale lines
six in progress....
good thoughts today

a no maybe work saturday

iv.xii

morning...945
perhaps patinar....
¿Ventura?
ride o' bicecletta....
que saber beetle scarab
damien rice Delicate
skate today for sure maybe

Tell A Different Story


LittleMe

Rabalaise salad lunches

iv.xv

been a bit...
second floor is wrapping up;
lift guys tomorrow wed
filler framing thursday
torrance mission friday/saturday;
monday tuesday maybe some pickup work;
¿and then?

work on photos;
build something;
go somewhere.....have a passport....
Mexico....Costa Rica....Canada....Washington
the work more option; if it is an option....

lift day

dia di lift
might have an ear infection;
but not internal, at least not yet;
a little tender and warm....the warm is concerning
today may be 100-400mm day; let's check the sierra
money no yet....tal vez a dopo

100-400mm ordered

tuesday; today saturday....
hmmmmmmm
what to say....
wide is on sixii;

iv.xx

420 day same day as easter; love it
today will be my first 420 celebration
Ojai day...
bike or bus;
¿bike bike?
¿bus bike?
¿bus bus?
¿bike bus;

bike bus sounds nice; mellow; no climbing; a cruise of sorts
bike bike was the original thought; climbing; intense; mission
is the bus running...
jes
hour at least to buy tuners, but it's done

un otra dia.....wed...
trip time.....
impersonal tone type;
trip
mission
in days.....
in days........
¿where to?

Costa Rica

día di departura

stuff to do;
batteries;medLlist;shoeSmellerGooder;travelSizeStuff;
find camera bag rain cover!
airPods setup;
it's raining....esta lloviendo..hace lluvia....

Aeropuerto de CostaRica

....and we're back

¿mst 48's?

250mg

v.x.mmxxv

just a few days and it feels like i'm out of practice.
`12 days to final....on 10 out o' 18
just read recording is not needed for final......
that's a whole different test right there
so the question is.....
¿can navigating away from test page be detected?
$iquest;navigating to new window? ¿to new desktop?
¿other laptop?

on 12....9 was half.....12/18....66.7%
actually i haven't done 12 yet so it's 11/18; calculator for this one
61.1%

yellow flower scout Briggs day

v.xvi.mmxxv

250mg day 4ish

still have the wider than screen wide rrrr

ccl mg

i think i'm liking 250....
frst day fears of two calm arose
second day...¿do i like this?
¿piace questo?

Thoughts of Mexico City during

MexicoCity 5/22 - 6/5

Linux/Unix Fin

v.xviii.mmxxv

four days early; so responsible...
although i essentially started 12 weeks into the semester;
nonetheless...finished early like a star pupil

¿this is supposed to be a free write kinda thing....

la aeropuerto

ipa over a register; bizzare....
only one guy to;
acting impressavelly weird at the airport...
doing 360 turns, with a shuffle

a picture would be nice

10:28 in the pm...
what time did i even get here.....9ish? left at vi:xxx
so maybe more in the halfilsh o' 8;
thats' too ours write their;

two; well, one and a mot a half; on the lighter side
.....so responsrbile
i don't know if life without headphones is possible
Marc Normand would agree;
getting a little typsy and fuzzy now....
just starting Lagunitas 3rd....
it's been a slow drink with a touvh of work
touch new_file;

Captain's Log

console.log('there's something on the wing');
println('something');

the airport is great;
so many characters
from erverwhere

Cuidad de Mexico

first day stroll
dos horas of good times;
marijuana plaza is a wonderfull surprise
this is definite base possibility
mucho me gusto

dia di primo
traval day recovery;
post 4 hour nap fog

oficina de starbucks 1;
Torre Mayor

Estela de Luz;

Trail of Light

weed plaza
what a wonderful experience it was to happen upon this wonderful place;
primo....i smell weed....
closer;
they're smoking a joint right there...
start scanning the enviroment with the intention of safely joining.....
Everybody, todos los personas
smoking weed
freely
in apparrently a free zone;
a small plaza
where eargerly youngins sell joints for 100-200 pesos....
50 cents; Uno dollar;
tomo a couple hits; gift it to someone; and carry on
which makes me think of conmida;
rarely finish food, pass it to a hungry sole;
no waste

ooooook.....
what to work on....
Pájaro is probably the most prudent...
jes
but it's not very fun
ho bisogni di lavori con databases;
essential to functionality
¿when does PHP start?
just bought a plane ticket to Tampico....
29-2

¿Day 4?

psci entry oficina

v.xxv.mmxxv

mostly doing psci entries and little coding....
ah...LightRoom calling....
some folders not accessible....luego
ho bisognio di ordenar airpod izquierda;
i need to pick a project and develop it....
only one....
kinda
app project

today es Cuarta Carrera Atletica de Cuidadania y Su Policia
hoy is Fourth Citizens and Police Athletic Race

xxvi

first camera day;
ayer noche, prima camera
it's time to transfer the card;
initiatig transfer;
94,07 GB ~ 2787 foti;
which starts berfore CostaRica;
i winder how many fotos i took there...¿200?
regresso luego....
78% inizia ~
hora,ish ~ 10:16.....
guessing 37 minutes
advinaciín treinta y siete minutos
adivinar ~ guess what that means....
hielo ~ ice ~ siempre olvidar;


¿ día de parque?

.....11:02;
that's 46 minutes right there....
a nine minute field
57%ish....ho dementicato....me olvidé
20%ish drop in battery con coding tambíen; not solo transfer;

Lr transfer:
968 ~ 11:54 ~ 47% on charger;

v.xxvili

4am till ocho y media

Historic Distract morning it is....

early morning food hunt brought me to the historic district today...
a sit/camp protest/demostratioin;
thousands i would imagine;
although very quiet....it seemed as if everyone was just starting there day.
people doing people things; morning things; lavantarse el dentes
again...a lot of eye teeth....
my peoplu
i wander if it will get loud later;
no creo quw so;; it appears as more of a prescense demonstration;
i cruised through about 7:30ish ~ 8:39 now ~ battery dead in......
tengo diecitres per ciento
8:43
need to get better at/pay more attention to spatial awareness;
of the geo kind;
~ direction ~ sun angles ~~
a student of light
cycles; positioning

Tampico

on the plane....didn't think i was going to make it;
but i did; no creo que lo hagar em tiempo;
Museo de Natural Historia;
up to azaretec ~ no correcto pero entiendo;
¿a que hora llegamos?

attempted to javascript the two-letter-color-change to display Mexico;
faiiled so for; apparantlly we're coming in fot landing

post hangover Tampico

fun night at the plaza bar...singing, dancing....
kissed a girl at the second spot....
don't remember anything post second spot
tipo too much alcohol
lost phone
día siguiente....
sleep todas las dia....
día siguiente siguiente....
hours of trying to get cash from my account without a phone and tarjeta
finalmente hermano Brian sent 200....
watthching my phone in 'find my'.....
watched it cruise around town in which i assumed was an attemp to sell, tal vez..
or perhaps uber....
alas they arrive at my hotel....
they want 1000 pesos $50.ish
i let an aaahhhhhhh...indicating an understanding of the situation;
whatever, it's worth the money to avoid a potential whatever...cualquier...
gave them 700 pesos....
done deal
gave the hotel kid who managed the situation of sorts....
500 pesos
he let out a reaction gasp....
started to say no
but i insisted with some fast english and a walk away;
later looked up the average wage for a lower level hotel manager, he was probably twenty;
turn out the 500 pesos, $25, is about a days wage.

Playa Miramar

nadar de manana;
84 degree water....perfecto
cuidad Madero;
La Rueda Modero.....
aeropuerto a la Cuidad de Mexico
airport bohemias.....would like an ipa, pero.....
often realizations how awesome this is....
traveling requires all your attention....
so much to learn...
constant stimulation
over so sometimes....
TheMall.....
like in Europe....
a stimulation break;

VI.III

Regreso a Cuidad de Mexico

dos días...
the 5th @ 12ish
thumbas up alot here....
myPeople;
tengo hoy, manana.....
12:40 flight to a semi-planmed 19ish horas layover....
in
Monterey
14:15 - 12:15 +1d;
¿LaMerced?

Trés Días

Palacío de Bella Artes

quíero ir alto....Torres.....kelicopter;
that spot that's next to where i am;
future onhover foto.....

Dós Días

car rental a las doce;
Axtec Pyramids
the morniing cruise....
the escito mssion....
at least and hour and a half;
couple kilometer circle
¿Ha!
....stalled on 'why is my text not styled within the pTag'
ho bisogno di escribe más;
foto interlude;
need to rent the car!

Uno Día

toranato a coche a 12 at aeropuerto;
flight aLa 2:25;

on vuolo a Monterey;
the morning stroll to Stela de Luz;
foti foti fotu foti
Porrrrooooo
¿und?
on the plane.....
typo a typoing...
thought about MyApp for the first time in quite some time;
Mi Píacce Questa Idea
Me Gusto Questa Idea

chatted with ChatGPT about Chachanuga foto tour of Monterey....
un method differente....
foto tour sprint
planned by ChatGPT;
mapped by ChatGPT
iin a style of my description...
Magic
inizia catalogueing;
2:15 landing; arrivo;
perhaps a little heavy on the semi-colons;
tal vez

Jhalanyss
María
surname yet to be known.....
tal vez MasCasa : ); TheGringoYVenezualan

Uno Día de Monterey

the last stuff in uno dia should go here; but no
i actually rememebered how to display text that overflows its container;
in the scroll like matter: overflow: scroll;
¡Ha!
?did i remeber that one too? the excl; starting with the &;
sweet baby jesus
i need to stragize the beers that are soomn to be consumed;
totally want a beer upon landing....pero temprano;
and it consumes so much energy
didn't have a beer at the airport pre flight; a first in the trentas y cuarentas; claro

perhaps one beer y quaul comido; cpatin's announcement of 33°
oy

Regresso a casa temporal

v.vii.mmxxv

bus to skatepark downtown;
stroll to Rabalais;
a little banter with the regs;
Le Tour Schwinn pickup at pájaro;
meds;
starbucks.....




playful love note to Jhaladenyss Maria (MasCasa) via text from my mumero de Mexico

¿?
¿will she respond?
¿if so, in what way?
¿will the humour come across through translation?
just responded with a heart....2ish minutes...;
will it be just the heart or will words follow?
perhaps i gave her the wrong number making it impossible to call that fateful night : ) ...;
no words yet but.....translating, the write words; these things take time
and she might be busy, not a moment to craft her love text return;
these things take time...
two weeks now....but i'm sure she's just busy
or maybe she chose to craft her declaration of love with paper and a pen;
time these take;
one year 27 days
she just wants the letter to be perfect;
estos cosas toman tiempo....
þessir hlutir taka tíma



lecciones de inglés

donde front donde back

!A respone o' words!

para siempre y por siempre

theCraftedText

Hola, mi joven amor venezolano.
El tiempo que pasé contigo vivirá en mi corazón para siempre.
Quizás un día, cuando seas mayor, y yo menor, nuestros bebés tengan ojos azules, cabello del color del cielo más oscuro del desierto, y piel aceitunada tan suave como la seda más fina.
Nuestro amor será legendario y quedará escrito en los libros de historia.
Abrazos y besos y…
❤️ Tu gringo para Siempre ❤️




Injured List

say one of studio week.....
goal for the day is setup;
printer at the ready....
neccisto ordener papel de fotos
4x6 / 5x7 / 8.5x11
spend maybe $100
~ $500 studio till sat morning;
need to get printer....
what's Ronald up to?
weed and printer.....today's main goals....
cash as well...
pero posible manana

vi.xxii.mmxxv

day four Atul's
cuarto uno
two window walls; muy importante;
with the intention of solid computer work;
tutti i giorni ~ todos los días;
amount of time working so far.....
this; what i'm doing right now....
it's somthing; es algo;

ready to go back to Mehico...
Guadalajara is a thought; checked flights ayer....
under $200.....
$400 at SantaPaulaInn.....
that's roundtrip shuttle_&_flight right there....
aungue necesario;
mas o menos, pero mas on the mas side

a rock slip to stick stab/rip;

check if it's a situation.....
yep, indeed it is....
upon inspection the dizziness onsets...
layback focus awiat passing;
fairly close to passing out; which would of been fine....ish
recoup; reaccess the foot; start formulating a course of limpy action;
need to cross the small river con rio rocks;
climb 2o foot embacement; the more challenging of the two....
usually run leap it for momentum; less likely to slip;
can't do that so......slow side foot ascent;
a little slipin' but made it;
down the hill on redSchwinn to another visit to UrgentCare;
steri-stripped up due to type o cut;
next morning failure;
back to urggent care for some super glue.....
all is well...
hotel to heal
Oh.....and i was near hammered and stoned at the time....
returnong form MexicoCity i had acclamated to their weed and their lager.ish beers....
for some reason i didn't consider this as i drank my two 22 ipa's and smoked 30%ish weed
welp, a fast turn and a slip;
and here we are.....

soooo.......
finally started to continue with flagging cdmx_2;
command+A.ed it;
flagged the next foto......
all are flagged now;
completely undoing not only the last hour;
but the stuff i did the other day that i was proud of : )
well.....¿it's the thought that counts right?

¿?

notifications from Viva taunt me

if anything i work on psci
what di i mean if anything.....when it's computer stuff;
usually psci....
so much to do.....

i'm ready to go back to Mexico now

let's return to Lr;

sp protest
just formatted card;
should of checked checked before....
although i'm prettty confident....
and yes.....i'm super respomsibpe
there's going to be some great fotos in there.....
could just be one; but that one will be solid....
¿foto package?;
i may only use one, ut to the people involved much more than one would be connected emotionally;

Friday the 13th

sp protest ayer
foti oy
Rage Against The Machine
Neo

vi.xv

day 2 with SpPortest;
the thought of actually finishing something;
that would be weird;
a lot of questioning, anxiousness....
the nagging questions... ¿is it good?
¿do these suck?
the bouncing between these are aswesome/shit is an interesting thing
so so far so about 3hrs maybe;
what if i restricted the time to 8hrs or something?
like a sckool assignment....
sidenote, first PHP assignment was late.
started that class last summer, first assiignment late; started UNIX 12ish weeks late; finished a week early;
a perfectly logical and responsible sequence of events
first night at spot post mexico/cut;
three weeks.....whoa

computer maintenance hourish
two hoursish

And here we are

un otra dia
in the evening only two...
i've definitely devleoped a semi-colon and dot dot dot pattern here....;
gotta cut the happy folk....
there're great; too happy for the given theme...
just daoesn't fit, but i love the phohtop
too much thought time;

vi.xviii

otra otra
truss visit hoy;
spProtest.....
need to send the texts;
so......the thought is to blur prominent faces for a week, then.....
i only have the one number, hopefully she could get that around, or start it;
spent a lot of time on this;
¿too much?
still under eight i believe; not a straight 8, hours here hours there
definitely wrap up time though;
at least this initial stage;
my favorite....

MiraMonte

vi.xix

fishing watching 5:30 - 10
MiraMonte vacaciones
¿productive week?
structure ~ discipline ~ routine
definihtely not feeling it now....
typo is a good place to start;
déjà vu;...

i think so maybe
2 at ojai spot....
psci entry MiraMonte flat : )
herramientas....not something just to get through
ninja typing skills on that last sentence; this one, not so much;
gioca is to the right....
it looks good third screened......
domanini.....SoProtest fin
fin fin
...but things are mediocre :
no there not...
well, maybe....
but it's fun : )
while a bit of an emotional roller coaster as well....
yep
more Cortoba time....this is good....a preactive it should be

discipline ~ routine ~ structure

discipline
fortitude
steadfast lolin




ho deminticato

the first day of camp....
initial change days there's a lot of questions
doubts....
si o no....
perhaps always dos days.....;
first thing....river low, too low to really play around in...
hmmm
thoughts
ninja fingers


being stationarty is a big expense;
well, being sttionary here....
is it finish job, back to CuidadMexico to attempt a plan...
yes.....staying here is counterproductive
being there is less cost per day...
much easier access to international airport....
pont of the matter is....
that sstaying here i believe would be counter prosuctive....
soooooooo......perparando per departura

vi.xx

set up a window accomplish goals section
dieci días

the20th

i suppose creating this is now a task.....
a task to start the tasking
SpProtest fin
for real this time....
just pretty much have to send the text, mas o menos;

start CuidadDeMexico people fotos;
to email....awaiting;
hoy es fritag;
solid hour fixing psci layout....
html error; section tag wasn't properly closed;
that's been a thing for months and months;
i guess today is the 'i'll get it later' day;

the21th

cdmx persona

so....i used to have to carry things with my right when riding because i took the back break off cause it was rubbing the rim;
now that the front break is broke,
i can ride with either hand


hour and a half break cable change
impressive
now it is nearly noon
starting over on CostaCDMXrica
first, accidental flag with everything selected, flagging all, which is the same as no flags flaggin
next (ahorra), ran into moved files.
tried to resolve with no resolution
fuck it;
remove folder
start again....
turn into clearing space...
35gb.....
57gb
66gb
tiepmo de cerveza

the22th

sunday arrival 12 in the pm
cool morening though;
7:30 wake-up 9....maybe?
espresso and und pink drink
¿What's the goal?
upload to new catalogue
starting with phioro tal vez
or cdmx; no costaCDMXrica; alright then;
foto of the day, whatever it is;
qualsiasi ~ lo que sea
flagged 1652 cdmx1; 265 selected; 16.0%
importing cdmx2
3295
483/3295 14.7%
import cdmx3 then beer 3:34

mexico dome

the23th

10:30 today...not to shabby cdmx3...
typical 3

partial code; volume if the modified train car;
simple SketchUp model for future diagram
now i need to find out how much cable of a given diameter will fit in the train car;
diameter * number of rows in whole numbers; can not have a fraction of a cable;
diameter * the number of layers; again whole number; length of the innermost circuit = innerLength + π(innerRadius)²
radius of cable needs to be accounted for in length; center of ¿centerOfCable?;
no
length of first run is not diameter dependent
each successive run is longerby s = rθ where &theta is always 100 and r is the radius of the cable;

just derived the formula for a circle.....
...but it was in the fasion..
yeah....stop over thinking shit....

>C =2 pie πrs,θ

un otra attempt; provo;prober maybe

C = πr2

ah shit

whoa.....things changed layout changed;
new div was the last;
changed the magnification: not in the changed but i just re-noticed it
renoticed = re-noticed; for all time
it has been written

just thought of the tone change;
with hte thought that it will be read;
i wander when i will throw the "
";
totally forget but as i type i remember....
shit
side indian;
nah....easterEuropean proper kneel down....
too big.....stepped sown command+......
itsa better...
aaalllllllllllloooooooooooorrrrrraaaa


C = 2πr sucka!




so.....
cruisin around time...
¿perhaps a directed rask? going to take a pocture of current situation.....it'll be sup[er small on site
i need to get up.....that prompted the departure....
but because i'm in semi-ninja position for this whole time now;
reference later
legs need blood.......
that's all i'm trying to say.....

still here on the ground....
legs are gettin numb now

a stroll and now i got Cordoba
3rd MadeWest awaites
past proper Eastern pirch
it's just weird now
total stretch time....but not tooo muxch;
too much recoup time;

a good evening....
late afternoon (smiliey face)
these are my evenyings
Siunset Sunset = Siunset;
...for all time....
it has been written
cdmx3 is awaiting....
only (under the 500);

learn the pink floyd intro....helllo hello fades to...
silence
as a way to alert the possible people when an encouter is inevitable
i can adjust the volume of the guitar and how singy the words are per encounter....
i look forward to the possible interaction where i go full volume full singy
cdmx3...........

all this happened stared with.... ahh....i have to plug in ny ext ssd
thirty or so minutes later.....
!we're plugge in!

it has been flagged...



cdmx3

mission accomplished;
for the most part

the24th

after much scrolling, here we are...
at the oficina a la diez in the am; por su puesto

cdmx4

adding to cataloge
wait, not yet....loading....
probably done now....
yaup...
1617 ~ 50gb
...in progress...10 exactly....

a little '


'/margin/... detour
just 20 minutes or so....
anyhoo
cdmx4 time
after this short outdoor break....
10:51
well 10:57....did a few more things....zoom-1-5x and what not

flagged cdmx4 12:28 510/1629 ~ 31.3% ~ skewed from hdr's; not all hdr's

PajaroKelly call....trabajo manana..
trusses delivered thursday;
it's tuesday;
the time has come...
set trusses ~ sheath roof(maybe) ~ roof roof(Maybe)
trusses one week at least;
sheathing a week
roofing a week
probably a month fo those tasks....
potential 8000, 4000 would be awesome, 2000 not to shabby, 1000....good enough;

so the theme of this block of time is....
it's too nice ~ too easy ~
i keep thinking....
this was nice...
but i'm ready to go back to the missions
penso Guatemala pronto

a city tour of Mexico and CentralAmerica

back to Monterrey for sure; loco mountains loco, dramatic....
¡MiAmor!

the thought before reloading...
it would be a christmas miracle if this works
nope
christ mas....
christ mpre////


moreChrist() { answer = 'no'; };

que sigue code for train car tal.....
need to define cable and it's path per cycle....
how big is the cable, and how does it effect it's path
that's the end of second MWhazyIP
one more awaiting

take outer width/2 + innerWidth/2 = starting [pinr of cable alonf width side
theeeennnnnn....it's just how many whole number cables can fit....
while(number == whole) { doStuff(); };
minimum radius is a key factor; just picked up empty mw2...beer;

let usableWiddth = outerWidth/2 - innerWidth/2
let numberRows = usableWidth/diameterCable
a little Math.floor magic and there we are;
buutttttt....need to know how much space is left over....
the amount of error between true radius and compactibility
just picked mw2 again....

the outer radius is determined by innerRadius, diameterCable, maximumBendRadius and usableWidth
need to put that in math form, then computer form....
this is where calculus and optimizing comes in; kannski

the25rd

well............i guess it's prep for trusses day
this is good;
perhaps shift a day, the 26th;
on the premise of how much work needs to be done?
if it's potentially over a day then hell yes....
if it's four hours there's no need to come back yet.....
cause there's this day.....writtem from the past
tomorrow as far as i'm concerend
buuutttttt.....still come in tomorrow
the question is is it morning or earlly afternoon?
just be there....
about a ninth, tal vez ocho

fasier fishing......cakkinf el father; 5:55 in the pm
just desanded the laptop upon thining this wasaa prettygood spot
inda frogger position flip sand toe upon standing...laugh....shit
all is well; it has been desanded

really like the skull-focus....it keeps growing

the26th

trusses.....
the clock has started....
two, three weeks.....
at least 4ooo....
a sufficient initital launch pad....

the running away scenario
distacting the mind with saturation of necessary information...
language
where is
how do you
¿why doesn't this/that do that/this?

the27th

trusses.....
the beginning of Kelston....
a sign of conflict is felt;

the28th

Trusses ~ day 2

ahhhh shit, this might be a problem....
the last of the truss lifts by telescopic forklift

the29th

Trusses ~ day 3

aahhhhh shit, this is going to be a problem

the30th-ish

got in his face and escorted him off the job site;
in a very intense matter

Anyhooooooooo

Julio iii.rd

all trusses were stood yesterday, the 2nd;
fill in framing at least a week....
perhaps another $2000
would like 5 for the departure...
current 1700;
i'll spend at least the 700 for dailies until departura
so 1;
have 625 in owed....
let's day 1500...

Julio de 4th

Rabalais start....
DomiNicholas y Victor
two hours ish
vegas thoughts.....
round trip bus $176 ~ sphere ticket & 150ish
hotel around 100


SantaPaulaOficina
x:xxx in the am;

PreGuatemala

vi.ix.mmxxv

so it's
section ~ h1 ~ div ~ h1 ~ p

on otra Párrafo

ooooookkkk

sp office wed no work 16/not20 footers 80's accident day;

that was about fifteen minutes of ......
guatemalaCity in the 23rd ó of Julio
~ need a checklist for pre departure section

Antes de la Salida

guatemalan flag

vi.xii

just spent a solid hour styling the antes list;
extra closing /ul made it unstylable....
anyhooooooo.....
trusses fill-in 35%ish;
departure in 11 days.....
at lest 6 more days of work....
potential 3000
tengo 2600ish....
could be a 5000 departure
but if its that much.....
¿5d IV?
if it drops to 16 again i might have to do that....

submitted ch 7 stuff;
2 weeks in a row now that i submitted on time;
which is two times.....
out of six

Module 7; PHP

Not to much seemed to happen in this module. A little more in depth with the techniques in chapter 5, but really it was just a checkbox. I'm a math person so I forwent the for loop for the equation for compound interest per time, where at one point calculus creates a ln which is then converted to e; this is where that weird to the rt power comes from

the formula in code:  $future_value = $investment * (1 + ($interest_rate / 12)) ** (12 * $years);

in math: A = P(1 + (r/n))rt
Where A is current amount;
P = principal
r = rate
t = time
n = number of times compounded a year
n could == number_of_words;
if that were the case, n = 134;

vi.xiii.mmxxv

hmmmmmmm.....
bike gettin fixed hoy today not oggi per0 ayerday;
¿shop cabinets?
mountain bike was fun down the 150 dirt shoulder;
not road bike addrenaline of the speed addrenaline
but i think after a week it would be close as i would become less timid;
thinking too much...

sooooo.....there's this girl
Justine
she's so pretty....
and graceful, floating around
she smiles then looks to the ground
today i thought about putting my arm around her waist;
like a holding hands type a thing
walking back to the table she stood with her back was towards me;
and i thought about the idea of putting my arm around her waist....

vii.xix

countdown to Guatemala

it's a day o' satur
departure wednesday....
today + 4 = wednesday....
projects antes de

4:28 in the am

Día de Departura

4:48 in the am

meds....
current thoughts.....

Pacific Coast

CuidadGuatemala City

vii.xxiv - xxvi

Good Hotel....
lotsa sleep & tv+
picking up the rental car today....
change in trip mode....
historic center hoy
excited to get iin the car and moving
walking around my zone 4 neighborhood....
it's a city
lot a cool little cafe's/bars/bistros......
perhaps cool to live....
pero nada demasiado emocionante
in the few hours of wandering.....
too little time to really say anything about this zone....

last night in the cuidad....
stayed at Moldy Inn
made me think of the Manoa house
did the car foto tour
then off to Anigua

Antigua

Monterrico

hangover

a six hour.ish back and forth

then on to Tikal.......

Tikal

man o man

Tikal to Lago de Izabal

need to spell check than one....
actually, not spell check, but learn the name....
or perhaps, tal vez, it's better to have the confusion...
cause Confuciuson say....
¿what?

side note div

don't remember....
but it was a cool thought
form thought to transefer;
thought is often loss
brain to slow to capture....
sooooooo
daily entries would br a good disciplin....
it's been a bit

quesidilla at backpacker's inn is legit

Lago de Izabal

¡Ha!
spell check learn check.....

Izabal it is

map screenshot would be cool right here;....;

Tornato A Antigua

Ojai

¿a psci return?

VIII.XXII

It's ok, just need some focused practicel;
work on typo.....and typo app as well...
develop the thought....
chatGPT and i have been spending quite a lot of time together;
wonderful

¿a recap?

build~~~ costa rica~~~~~ build~~~~ mexico city ~~~~build ~~~~guatemala ~~~~~nobuild~~~~~~portfolio.....


mascasa css for mobile
images 80%jpeg three defined sizes and weebp; a lot of organizeing and cleaning....it's nice to be a little more organized;
absoluntamente necessito practicar typo
those are three kinda bu noit kinda the same spanish/english;
ok...enough with the semi-colons; but i do like them; never...
and dot dot dots...

Fotos
mascasa otra paginas

i forgot was i was going to add while setting up the minimal html
but it was aconstruction related.....or maybe there was one before that;;;
licdnse

for psci......
add entires per input....
a thought.....input;
no code, it's already done....
just an entry.....
stored in my server database
interactive.....it's everything

entreas todo los días

There's so much to do.....

I don't strive for perfection; i strive for perfecter

ai on the angolo photo panoramic
edited that 10 plus years ago.....
could unquestinoably make that photo dramitcally better;l
lightroom/photoshop/chatgpt

VIII.XXII

un otra día
too much time writing the above...need to create template drops;
anyhooooo
star trail practice ayer noche....will load those soon;

viii.xxiv

reorder mascasa....
loading 04.trails_vultures
pretty cool vulture scene this morning esta mañana;
i believe creo que igual vultures in Antigua
hablo con Juana ayer....fantastico;
.....building standard previews.....

viii.xxviii


"My pistols are My pistols" ~ OjaiHannah

it was fun, it was real......but it wasn't real fun

a paste from notes from an elevator in Guratemala City.....
PB
Doesn’t mean parking basement
It’s planta Baja
Bottom floor
There is no 1

anyhoooooo......
¿tiffs done?
yep....10:47
tiempo de StarStaX
....estrellas.vi.....

the sixth star trail night; fish eye lense; looks like a globe, as if it's a planet wrapped in rings and land masses the shapes of trees. a sunlit boulder with black background...very dramtaic. star trails red with tall cypres trees towering into a red star trailed sky setting earth, like a setting sun, buit a star trailed type o thing

viii.xxix

herron/heron in flight kinda
wht's it foing to be today....other than lits o typos....
no se....
loan stuff would be prudent...
other phone call weekday stuff before it's no longer weekday;
¿sites?;
¿que listo? ¿que es no listo?

close up of lizard face from the side and he's looking at you close up of lizard face from the side and he's looking at you in black and white
guitar abolone trailed from movement small spherical flowers trailed by camera movement

ix.i

sp days

a couple walking through a tunnel in old world Italy, colors are orange and the poeple are a little blurry form movement indicating motion a couple walking through a tunnel in old world Italy, colors are orange and the poeple are a little blurry form movement indicating motion a couple walking through a tunnel in old world Italy, colors are orange and the poeple are a little blurry form movement indicating motion a couple walking through a tunnel in old world Italy, colors are orange and the poeple are a little blurry form movement indicating motion
banjo 1 banjo 3 banjo 4 banjo 5 banjo 6
another div....where will it go? did moving the img move the image space as well?
or will this div appear like the img was never there? not welly worded..
so the repositioned div still takes up it's default space;
but absolute id positioned from the top left corner jes?
so my top: attribute would be like 6000px in this long stream of thoughts;
let's check that out....
how do i figure out the coordinates in an html document?
cervo, italy with oil painting effect
image is absolutely positioned @ top: 62400px; left: 1000px

ix.iii

pwa'd MasCasa...
oggi....no sé

ix.iv

ix-ix

pergola non pergola

ix-xi

day 5 at least maybe;
ayer was a near full day at sp spot
only a domino's ride and a complete large pepporoni; up till 4 at least...Platonic season 1 and 2ish of 2;

ix.xvi

wordpress and woocommerce;
ai website/app builders;;

ix.xvii

lluvia esta noche/mananananananananana
hotel ventura two days....;
or oakview?....mota..

ix-xx

baack to ojai mota double rainbow.....;
back to focus, or higher percenetiage ~ proportion ~ ;

weed

it works wonderfully
Buena Vista Social Club at the Olai Office;
weird coming back...
the first day in....;
feeking pretty aquard aqward now; but still more right mind
definitely spend more doutside time outdied afuera fuera a a fuero fuego;
`One donut: Loui the C'Kth remain retain focus....
such a small amount of time in the right place
focus fish

Fosus Fish

The Portfolio

need second headphone for sure, that would be back to. project ime;

¡TheShop!

shop search; ojai;
water.....gallon....heavy, but.....

xx-xxi

starbuxks feelin a little aqward; late arrival;
instagram scroll

just typong...free flow of sorts
sitting at starbuxk's with ponk drinl light iice so what love to type and breezy thoughts kiip up with
is thiat how...fragmented thought? slow hands
what if what if what if what;; if what if whiat if.....slow slow
thought so slow; doubled to slow....not n hte ;
don''t remember'
perhaps a slight twicth with typing with the weed maybe?
lady gaga ; that one song....braooww braowwww
transfering ojai return star trails at 200mm

i broke my toe i broke...ibroke mi toe ;
ooops;
i thnk its a nice break, super clkean; sharp;
from the sound.....
it was very clean.....sharp;
curious about the oscolliscope or however you spell that....
a very small period......a tight triangle....high amplitude
20 minnutes recouop time????? it was a bit....
¿as long as the foot chunk?
i think maybe igual
same time-ish too.....
couldn't have anything to do with alchohol constumtion axccumalted at this time....
finishing theSecond Weekender;
typing during the third : )
ciao

i broke my toe

ooooops

heel toes in the air feals nice.....
thoughts about top sleeping throw on top of the toe.....
hmmmmm
i need to eat perhaps...
mira monte burro
pop! like a sharp finger snap....
¿what so you think itty?

¡My First Break!

very happy it happened during fun
training practicing trying to get better....smoother
graceful

FocusFish

this should be a norm....
evening entries....
morning thoughts with a foto from evening

dailies

¿perhaps a dailies.io?
kannski is coming up

¿how can i make it better?

...is the constant question....

i erased....

thoughts thoughts

annnyyhooooo
what's the foto> ?
aaahhhhhh...i would have to connect phioro the hard drive
a 4tb ssd extreme pro plus
the plussiness of plusness
ssd's are wondeful....nice and small; and no moving parts; faster; more stuff....
it's great; sooooo.....the backtoick dollar sign expression is fantastic
o firgot about it; and at the time it was surrounded by so much other stuff
too much stuff to look jat it closely;
i have a broken toe
my typing needs to be better....
'too much thought going to typing instead of what i'm trying to accomp;isj

!Broken Toe!

killen it
it's working the first time more often.....
a few times...
enopugh to celebrate...
a little mmmmmmmmmm
no recuerdo
non lo so

non lo so so lo non

hmmm

xx.xxii

broken toe morning, not so bad;
urgent care after project work today...still ojai;
need to figure out the clothes cleaniness situation
don't want to lwave Ojai....
need to got to Sp though for clothes/¿pawn tools?/projects talks/

CollectingPortfolio

list o' stuff

TheSchedule

TheSchedule

xx.xxiii

3 hrs Tikal
3 hrs chat.....ish
two-ish hours on day 1;
counter = 5;

¿what's the main thing to accom;plish tomorrow?

side note.....firenze in italian ojai
baby monkey taking a bowing moment with eyes closed

ix-xxv

tiempio store activated

ix-xxvi

....xxii...
casa store 70%.... ¿finish store? is that possible....in a kinda state?

what
s ¿¡what!?;
' that's a different monkey' Ron A;

count vulturla

something supposed to be

ix.xixx

river mouth and point ayer ma(sqiggley n)ana;
surfer groms overhead; the rippers or soon to be
first card:
3899 photos
113.43 Gb
yikes
but normal-ish

and then the birds; the pelicans and otras;
....and the little seal, harbor seal....;
peaking his head up again and again;
quick drawing with the camera and focus...;
good times indeed;
downloading now......
one o'clock first foto in psci;

ix.xxx

negozio.io

a list


Lists

stuff

  • snow globes
  • puzzles
  • post cards
  • room builds
  • hattur

sentences

  • i don't strive for perfect.....i strive for perfector
  • Racist Are People Too!

Hattur

  • My Therapist Says I'm Awesome

Punchin' Ponies

  • punching unicorns

x.ii

StarTrails & WoodPeckers

store continues...day three or four...
surfing photos, star trails....
ho bisgno di lavori con Guatemala foti;
& JuanaMala
Juana Mala from Guatemala
¿

solid hour on removing 'contact' and 'about' from the contact and about pages from
Astra/Elementor/Wordpress/Theme|Template madness.....
two words in two headers
only difference between the two was the word;
so really it's a singular problem;
applied twice.....
one hour....
....i did learn though;
so there's that;
frustrating but forward motion....
i can see using WordPress/WooCommerce just for the payment plugin;
¿but other ways jes?;
right now i hate it, perhaps that'll change as i become more familiar....
more likely the hate will continue though.....
so much effort to operate in a box;
once i do the code for the checkout/cart/payment form....it's just the transaction plugin;
¿What Wordpress For?;

xx-iii

kannski.io

Confucius say....

It does not matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop.

x.xii

....stupid conversations on options
anyhoooooo;
store work for sure;
more product items;
hattur ~ therapist ~ reflected polar;
!lo encontré found encontrar!

MyTherapist ~ PolarReflection ~ and ~ MyTherapist.ii

.....and we're back.....;
products.....
i'm happy with thtat progress......
lost the thought.....

x-ix

ooooooofffffff.....4 hours to return to where i started.....
pulled files from server to replace the mess i made;

it would be lovely to have a big white board

¡magnetic one at that!
kannski AppDev update.....
html/css/browser screenshot

x.xi

!Ha!
i already did this!

not linear; i already did this...
but a different color
thinking too much;
getting lost in the folder world
multiple projects;
folders folders folders
Vs Code, lightroom, hostinger,
opt-images in all projects;
harddrive and ssd and server
lightroom folders that are linked to os folders; naming id's classes files sequencces variables functions so they make since and don't conflict with each other and all the shared folders that are on this system and online enviroments
naming naming naming naming naming;
ooooooooooopphhhhh

x.xiii

....and here we are...... the winner takes it al......
Carla Bruni......
fantastic....l
also the creep cover;
so solid:
and then there is this..............
th e low fi;
i love it....
i don't know if it's called low fi
but that's what it feels....
makes me think about typo and typing to a song song songf sonfg songf....
typing ti the beat tot the ththtth e the the the the the thththtuht iuht tiuhi
nonsebsecal nonsence. perhaps 4/2l
que suonare es esto with no accents today good ¿sir!
¿what shall be the foto of the day? aaaahhhhhhh....haven't downloaded the daily......momento...
transfer in progress batman
there's so much.....
of this and that....
commonely overwhelmed iin a slight good way;
it's a lot,
but i want to absorb it all
writing has definely changed somewhat maybe i mean at least a little bit
on the grounds of another reading.....
it's been in the notebook for too-ish years...
but iu don't believe here in Psci....
perhaps kannski tal vez
Tlelaquepaque chicken fajjita burrito
fajita burrito con pollo
i speak all the Spanish

x.xiv

....a stay at SpInn to Rabalais' to Starbucks
fasier's birthday...
¿tal vez Hosy's?
continuation of google drive gallery
so far...
loaded a folder and displayed images with no format

x.xv

....a chat about vinyl and their systems
¿what's the day for today? foto of the day....
¿hawk and vulture?

xx.xxii

... day three ggogleDrive....
feeling confident today; have an idea, or thought really;
starting with downloading the drive to local server;
!that's it!
!for the love of god!

x.xvii

....and here we go;
ojai travel day
so many things to work on that i don't lnow what to work on....
there's always psci....typing...what not
....so the for today is....
where's everything going?
pscio.io < -> bipoarii.io
phiOro - > ¿foto o' the day?
tiempio.io - > ¿store?
MasCasa == MasCasa;

xx.xxii

....psci is the default....
always siempre .... i frgot
but i';; remember....
at some point....
tal vez no kannski forse

an easy photo upload....;
too much time...
load image...prompt: file name = ?
width: ?;
and that's it.....nooooo
that put's an un-optimized photo;
there would have to hbe code that takes the image and optimizes/sizes it
that was a thought forever ago......i'm going in circles
so foto pcsi entails lightroom export ¿si?
that would e more code;
i already have the code dumdum
just needs to be adapted
hhhmmmmmmmmmmmm.........

xx.xxiii

         pasted from ojai spot:
siiiiiiiiiiiiiicccccccckkkk Brooooo. That's pure talent right there..... the next review.: ....Shouldn;t green come before blue?????? a dopo: talent? what?? they're coasters.... the next: DON'T ARGUE WITH GTENIOUS!!!!! IT'S RAINING.....LLUVIA I'LL HAVE TI COPY/PASTE THIS INTO TO PSCI....
FOR SURE........ LLUVIA TAPERING...... hmmmmm..... it's still raining.....
might have to adjust...... und the next: ......ok sooooooo,,,,, if the green is supposed to be before blue would that not mean that there is one missing and that is ndogo?>?>?>?>>? I'm mean yeah but......the series of six....an odd would be weird..... aaahaahahhhhhhhh shit......an odd number it should be..... coasters......sold iin sets of odd; no longer shall the single be coasterless,,,,, the coaster for all one might say whoa right!? I mean...... hm................. Yep

xx.xxii

there's always psci.....
star trail coasters addition with conversation
a one for all one might say;
travel day;
mira - sp;
meds;
need to work
hmmmmmmm.....

xx.xxx

two voids....
and a hangover day....
and then...
father breaskfast day in a few...
brother borthday...
¿med adjsutment?;

x.xxxi

again
awquard tony, not that tony, the other one
there is another something i don't know what i'm typing;
the cabinet....
the stupid cabinet;
that'll never be built;
e-commerce listing email for maybe job;

xx.xxii

another viod day.....
time change hoy
perhaps some lr
foto del dí
lost mac lr catalogue with the mystery delete in terminal
The Termonal Incident it shall be know as hence forth

The Terminal Incident

probably about two weeks since down....
i think i've had a two too to cycle 2 2 2 ish...
where would i be if things were happening the way i had hoped
portfolio togerther then jobs....something happening;
but i stalled, then depression or depression stalled
¿how long have i been back?

xi.iv

a touch better today;
perhaps a little more than a touch....
¿two touches perhaps?
a touché
¿how do you spell tuché?
!ha! touché it is!
¡bien jugado!
anyhooooooo
ojai weed day

xi.v

ojai Witches garden;
Secret Breakfast;
a little weird on the ojai return;
i don't believe i was missed : )
: (
this has been a series of divs for quite some time now.....
the quarter exchange
`you act like a child`

the quarter exchange

`you act like a child' ~ pretty much

Pyschiatrist #4: `You act like a child`
Me: `pretty much`
...later that day Therapist #3....
Me: `...so sheeee was like; 'you act like child'
and then iii was like 'pretty much'
Therapist #3: `That was a childish response'
Me: the 'well yeeaaaahhh posture'
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------



xi.vi

....
trail photos ayer noche
process this morning;
back up foto and import to lightroom
backup
backUp
50% percent from cloud

this is a div
in the section...
the section as a page;
pagina
compositions of screen;
canvas o'sorts

another div
a nightime div....
¿what's the goal woth this setion?
page per screen...
screen pages if you will
polished to phiOro

phiOro

xi.ix

pre Fresno mission, Sunday;
hmmmmmmm.....
bus

xi.iv

maybe;
tal vez kannski
perhaps
dre west coast .. in California .. knows ..
hm
thinl of laid back with Stephanie
Virgil fish phone Misíoné Milaton Lake; Sycamore Island; San Joaquin River
shortly after Fiast Damn....wrong name but essence...
town at base of damn....
surreal

xi.xiii

tornato a ojai....
rain day
days
loading Fresno.ii
geese ~ ducks o' sorts ~ squirrel ~ .....

GrapeVine

electrical towers
oil derriks
Virgil flip fishing
building standard previews is the state of being at 60ish%
kannski in phiOro

phiOro

98ish%....

goose-flight-wings-forward goose-three-center-soft

xi.xvi

....two spot rain days
today a rode ride rain day; more of a sprinkle;
tower-bots....

xi.xviii

....jaaaaaahhhhh shittttttt.....
here we go...
7:17 in the pnm
joga a la 6:15 in the am...
that is a 5 o'clock mission
~ and it went like that ~ is the track.....
wundebar
this is something....
and ! excl semi-colon.....rigfht?
i suck at typing'
i'm a hgorible tipist.....
i should make an egfort to that.....
typing is thought timed....
ofte. the thought is lost;l
i'm loolking on ly at the keyboard now.....

phiOro needs to be solo again

the two weeks dip
in different intervals, but consistent
absolutely makes perfect sense.... (tha would be a small to the power of something)


anew Section

with stuff in it init

xii.xi

a toranto from 300;
3 weeks of down down;
month and a half at least of typical 2 week down
followed by two weeks of the 300mg down
at least i think the 300 was the cause....
missed four days of lamictal four days ago or so
started 25 / 100 / 200 / 200;
recommended after 3 days or more days of missing lamictal does...
titrate back to dose over two weeks
but you know.....i'm in a hurry

day 5; second day of 200; first day of return
tinking about staying at the 200mg for a little bit
get a touch of the hypomanic;
to get some momentum going
went through more of Antigua....
a lot of photos////but no fotos

volcan de fuego

Lessons

a day o' lessons;

xi.ivx

flyer day 2

xi.xv

hello....
have to at least a hello
many o many days missed
the 300 fall...
now 200 and remembering 200 life....
a lot more umph

xii.xvii

643 in the am, day 3 or 4 flyer site lessons;
since 200mg return; focused again; good things;
solid depresson before....most since the mediacted beginning
the new normal two week dip 2
the last at 300 = 5; maybe 6; tal vez
so for about three years i didn't feel the 5;
whoa
i like the overshoot, tuning opportunity;
although, it is entirely possible the cause was something else....
the stagnant nature of post Guatemala;
a mixture of both i would imagine
but i would say 80% meds
which would be good....
the overshoot idea
pre meds 10

TheSequence

lamictal 200mg ; past twoish years with current antidepressants
arguably overstimu;ated on depressants, the wellbutrin @ 450mg
fluoxetine 80mg
still experiencing two week mini-downs Chelsea switch...
225mg ......br> ooooo......interesting;
calmer.....i like the calmer
but i lost a little edge
a little drive; not racing the bike
lost some chargeness
some umph;
but......calmer is ¿better? hmmmmmmm......

...next month....

ket's try 250....;¿where will that take me? hmmmmmm.....this is nice too;
a little more calmer which is nice, but.....
maybe too much drive loss...
but i do like the calmer....

The300Fall

ooooooph....a lot of tent days
a lot;
a day or two a month has been a normal; up to five or so;
i would say about 15+ tent days.....out of the 30 or so days at the 300 drop
during the fall; the last four days, maybe five;
i didn't take my Lamictal
ran out
depression
on the fourth or fifth day a ride into town
prescription filled
it is said you should titrate back into lamictal if missing more than three days;
a faster than normal titration....over a week or two
because there is a rash that can kill you; extremely rare....but
found a 25mg pill the day before so this is where it started

25 - 100 - 150 - 200.........now at two weeks or so

returned to lamictal 200mg version of myself again
it's exciting
i think it might be better at 200
at least for a little bit;
i do want to go to 225 again to feel the change again
i think 225mg is the ideal dose
we'll see...

canon 7d camera view from top with shutter wheel highlighted

this is Psci

xii.xx

whoa
almost all time lessons project;
a thought of moments ag0...
ho dimenticato : (;

....made some good notes in the notebook
last two i have left somewhere...
...and the last two were.......
keep meaning to write down the majors that i remember :lost thought:

i forhere declare that any characters that are between two colans, are indeed a forgotten thought;

like 'i lost the thought' = ::
anything between the colans ::
is a 'what do i remember'
::
means i lost the thought
what is rememberd between the colans ""
just a note of lost the thought....

xi.iv

StormDay - Day1

ooooooooooof,,,,a one hour detour into finding the right app for

StormDay - Day1

a 2 and a half hour psci entry....

a lot of stuff happened in that entry...
a lot o lot of time on the search for....

just the right weather desktop app....(free);

ok sooooooo....

12:12

maybe it's just a psci day....
if that were to be the case....

it's been a pretty productive day

i believe this to be true

.................and here we are.................

xii.xxv

SantaDay:
just went through StormDay-Day2; one hour from setup to 80 photo
flag;
color: red;
stars <= 4; stars = 5;

9:34.....
10:05 platform entry for the day; a daily one my say; dailies; 12:11: realized i loaded the last 4 folders
to the wrong Lr catalogue
a solid hour ago....

when i started a hour-and-a-half ago...
i thus attempted to move those folders to Viaggio.lrcat
impressively unsucessfull
just managed to lose the connection of the 1300+ in the first folder
so now....a mere two hours later
i'm behind where i started
not frustrating at all

when i started a hour-and-a-half ago...
i thus attempted to move those folders to Viaggio.lrcat
impressively unsucessfull
just managed to lose the connection of the 1300+ in the first folder
so now....a mere two hours later
i'm behind where i started
not frustrating at all

so just may be the second psci day....
12:26
thoughts are an early day for photos and beer drinking
so that's maybe another 34 minutes
¿or now?

xx.xxvii

the day after los angeles con karabatos

fotos foti....

karabatos-LA folder quantity memory size time to transfer time to import
i 1919 56.31 unknown unknown
ii 106 3.18 unknown 30 ish;
iii 780 25.39 unknown unknown
iv 3377 122.73 40-ish unknown

...on to LA-ii photos;
too Mugu Rock; beautiful waves;
small but barrel-y;

MasCasa friends of travel link
message link in lessons and MasCasa

xii. xxviii

foto sun wave test o' sorts;
Ericco's later;
MasCasa/Lesssons flyers prints;
need to finish-enough of lessons platform; psci entry, haven't been to consistent with those;
Ericco is killer.....

Flyers ~ Errico's ~ SespeCreek

xii.xxxi

TheEve of New

perhaps karabatos-LA foto day....
cold day ii
rain day one

Storm Day 2 Day 1